Back to my passion

Photography has really taken a back seat at the moment as i have been looking for a job, working etc! So i woke up this morning and had the urge! So here you go for your viewing pleasure ha! Enjoy..... Naomi x

Pushing myself

This year I really feel like I am sticking to my targets I set myself at the beginning of the year for once! Firstly with trying to find a full time job, I have worked really hard trying to find one and have filled out what feels like 1000 application forms! But I had success yesterday, an interview at the chefton pub just opening near where I live. I have been offered a second interview so want you all to have fingers crossed!
Weight is something I have always struggled with yoyo dieting being specific! But this time I have been doing this sensibly since the last time I went a bit obbsessive and ended up passing out! But with hard work at the gym going as much as I can I'm really starting to notice the difference! So hopefully this year is improving!! :) untill next time...... Naomi xx

Fed up!

Just a little blog today, I feel so fed up so stuck, I tried getting an apprenticeship at a nursery I literally phoned every nursery in Hertfordshire and they either said they already have apprenticeship or there not intrestred in the idea! So now I don't know what to do with myself! Any advice would be appreciated!!

Crappy New year? Does everything happen for a reason?

So excuse the title of my blog but only way to be honest about how this new year has started. Started off with me trying to help a five year old girl after being hit by a car, but unfortunatly she died on the scene. Its a very hard thing to deal with and im not the sort of person who likes talking to strangers (councellers) about it so i have delt with it my own way by talking to friends and this has seemed to have helped me deal with it.I just hope the family know i did all i could, and if she did die right there that i was holding her hand. However maybe i shouldnt have been driving the day after this as i ended up crashing my car, no injuries just the poor car very injured and me feeling so guilty as i share the car with my mum.
But after all this i have now realised how well i deal with bad situations and how much i love being around children so i am now trying to get an apprenticeship with a nursery.
Which makes me question does everything happen for a reason?

I have decided not to make resolutions this year just because i never stick to them, i have just got goals.

1. Love myself more- dont listen to what nasty people say be comfortable with who i am and what i look like, eat well and work out well.
2. Sort out money- dont spend spend spend SAVE SAVE SAVE!!
3. Work in a nursery
4. Concentrate on my photography- Photography has taken a back seat at the moment as i havent really had the time but i want to really try and get some more photos for my portfolio.
5. Appreciate what and who i have got- Because you never what you have got until its got

Love to all of you and all who you and i care about.... Naomi x