Getting Snappy!!

Felt really inspired the last few days. I have a friend called David Rapp (Also know as Derek who plays Charlie Slater in Eastenders son! ha! bit of name dropping there!) I used to act with him at the Barn Theatre and bump into him occasionally at work, he has been giving me some brilliant advice on photography and made me feel a lot more inspired.
Also Brett has been really supportive of me telling me that i am talented and i should go out and take some more pictures, he has even given me a few ideas ha! So i'm just feeling very inspired and thought i would share the images i have taken the last couple of days with you all. Until next time....... Naomi!

People who mean the most

So the last few months i have been trying to find a job, lets just say i am getting no where! It's so frustrating! I feel like i have sent over 1000 CV's out!
On the better news mine and my Mum's car was picked up today to be fixed so hopefully i will be on the road again soon!
I am feeling really close to my friends at the moment. I regularly go to the gym with my friend Lauren, we both work so very hard but we tend to exercise our mouths the most! But it is our time to catch up.
My boyfriend (Brett) moved in with his best friend Friday, and for the last couple of weekend's we haven't seen each other as we have been spending more time with our friends, which i think within a relationship it is always good to have some friend time. But i saw him Sunday and we had a really lovely evening, i love those moments when you just relax together and  talk about rubbish.
I also feel really proud of my mother as she is working so hard at the moment such a talented designer!
And finally my friend Daisy who has just started a blog, she is a very talented fashion designer!

Much love to all of you i care about, you know who you are

Naomi

Back to my passion

Photography has really taken a back seat at the moment as i have been looking for a job, working etc! So i woke up this morning and had the urge! So here you go for your viewing pleasure ha! Enjoy..... Naomi x

Pushing myself

This year I really feel like I am sticking to my targets I set myself at the beginning of the year for once! Firstly with trying to find a full time job, I have worked really hard trying to find one and have filled out what feels like 1000 application forms! But I had success yesterday, an interview at the chefton pub just opening near where I live. I have been offered a second interview so want you all to have fingers crossed!
Weight is something I have always struggled with yoyo dieting being specific! But this time I have been doing this sensibly since the last time I went a bit obbsessive and ended up passing out! But with hard work at the gym going as much as I can I'm really starting to notice the difference! So hopefully this year is improving!! :) untill next time...... Naomi xx

Fed up!

Just a little blog today, I feel so fed up so stuck, I tried getting an apprenticeship at a nursery I literally phoned every nursery in Hertfordshire and they either said they already have apprenticeship or there not intrestred in the idea! So now I don't know what to do with myself! Any advice would be appreciated!!

Crappy New year? Does everything happen for a reason?

So excuse the title of my blog but only way to be honest about how this new year has started. Started off with me trying to help a five year old girl after being hit by a car, but unfortunatly she died on the scene. Its a very hard thing to deal with and im not the sort of person who likes talking to strangers (councellers) about it so i have delt with it my own way by talking to friends and this has seemed to have helped me deal with it.I just hope the family know i did all i could, and if she did die right there that i was holding her hand. However maybe i shouldnt have been driving the day after this as i ended up crashing my car, no injuries just the poor car very injured and me feeling so guilty as i share the car with my mum.
But after all this i have now realised how well i deal with bad situations and how much i love being around children so i am now trying to get an apprenticeship with a nursery.
Which makes me question does everything happen for a reason?

I have decided not to make resolutions this year just because i never stick to them, i have just got goals.

1. Love myself more- dont listen to what nasty people say be comfortable with who i am and what i look like, eat well and work out well.
2. Sort out money- dont spend spend spend SAVE SAVE SAVE!!
3. Work in a nursery
4. Concentrate on my photography- Photography has taken a back seat at the moment as i havent really had the time but i want to really try and get some more photos for my portfolio.
5. Appreciate what and who i have got- Because you never what you have got until its got

Love to all of you and all who you and i care about.... Naomi x

Questions...Questions... and more Questions!

...so i ended up leaving college and since i have been so much happier! So at the moment i am just concentrating on christmas, working at tesco all hours they can give me!
Last monday i turned 19! Was a really strange birthday as i wasnt as excited as i have been previous years is this wrong?... although i did enjoy bowling with my friends and brother to celebrate it!

However i have had lots of problems with my "best friend" she has been with her boyfriend for about 10 months now and since then i haven't really seen much of her, but i have kept texting/ calling her, although not always a response back. Me and other friends have always invited her out with us but she usually says yes then 'something comes up' (sorry this is so long winded just want peoples opinions/advice!) ..so finally this saturday i invited her out she said definitley at the beginning, then on my birthday said she might be busy so might not be able to then changed her mind again, then later on in the week she said she wasn't to sure again as someone she went out with for a week was going to be there then she said she would definitley come. Then finally one the day going out i text everyone asking if they were definitley coming and she seemed to get really offended by this as if i was having a dig at her and ended up saying 'she's not coming to be abused my me'. Now i look at this and it seem's as if were 12 again im just wondering am i a bad person if i dont contact her? i just feel like i have given her so many chances and now dont know what to do!? advice please!!!

On better news!! i passed my driving test!! the freedom is great although i am trying not to take the mick with using mum's car but its so hard not to want to drive constantly!!!!! anyway sorry about all the questions but any advice i would appreciate!! xxxxxx